Lost Queen

You think by bringing him into your bedroom
you can teach him how to love you.
Thinking he really loves you when all he wants to do is sex you, caress you, undress you.
Those eyes filled to the brim with lust yet you constantly confuse it with love. He doesn't value your body, but you've convinced it to your mind. He's tainted all of your energy, but queen you're just too blind to see. Simply setting yourself up for misery because you're so afraid of being lonely.
Falling fast for temporary lovers to compensate for the love you've never been shown from your mother. Lovin oh so deep yet you weep as you sleep. Oblivious to the self-love within you that's been misconstrued because you’ve never known the truth.
You think you truly love yourself, but you constantly destroy yourself. You continuously avoid yourself. It's so easy to let the demons inside use you, fool you, abuse you. Acts of violence committed daily against you by you because you're okay with being sexualized and nourishing your beautiful soul with lies.
Accumulating the numerous soul ties from all the men you've let between your thighs. It's never too late to elevate yourself because you are worthy. You are worthy of the highest praise and accolades.
Baby girl, did you know you were a queen?
Mama never showed you and daddy never told you. Eradicate the old you and stop letting those deep-rooted scars control you. Don't let them demons continue to mold you and hold you- captive.
Hey Queen, did you know you can have anything?
You can have anything your heart desires instead of surrounding yourself by habitual liars. Your intentions are so pure, but you let those many erections be your cure. Logic so obscure once your panties hit the floor.
Rise up Queen, remember who you are. Don't let this world convince you to ever dim that star.

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